I can't believe I've not blogged for such a long time, how long I've neglected this blog. Its not like I'm that busy that I do not even have time for anything. If I made the effort, I could put in a post a week or maybe more.

Its not like I have nothing worthwhile to write about. I have some great pics of Chels and me to show, I won star letter in a local magazine and the prize is a one night weekend stay at a VERY good hotel. I did some parent volunteer work at Chels's school and there are some interesting moments there too.

Maybe I lack the discipline and or maybe I'm just lazy. But whatever it is, I realise that this blog is something I do not want to let go of. I realise that this is where I had penned down some of my thoughts when I was at my most depressed and this is also where I got the support during those moments.

I really want to continue and I guess I just have to start from scratch again. I wonder if I should sign up with some other blog provider or just continue here.

To push myself, I'm announcing that I intend to do something really special for Chels and I hope it will be ready in time for her birthday on the 2nd of November.

Wish me luck.